Tuesday, December 04, 2007
LIGHTS, CAMERAS AND SOUNDS ON!!! and so? finally got a chance to step in the mass communications studio =) Big cameras, lightings and speakers! hahaha!!! Damn excited man! haha! First impression is great, it's kind of fabulous feeling to play with the cameras in the studio. Wanted to take shots of the studio but i forgot to bring my phone along with me so forget it, shall bring it on my nxt pract session. Looks like some of my classmates are photogenic =) they looked great on tv! hahas! Waited loooong from the beginning of the term to step into the studio and this day finally arrived! Our fourth session in the studio will be our pract test, omg! stress! I realised i have got on-screen phoebia, kind of afraid to stand in front of the cameras, appearing in the tv, haha! Maybe still not getting used to it now, but will in future. It's not easy to be a producer director since you gonna call all the shots in the studio huh...stressful position! But i'm a reporter and i gonna face all those big cameras, it's not easy but will be truly enjoyable and fun! I can't be a camera-operator too coz i can't stay still in a position holding on to the camera firmly for too long =) haha! lolx!
Anyways, heard one really bad news yesterday. I din know my granny's friend had just passed on, it's like very very sad. She used to dote on me and i will stop by whenever i passed by the Senior Citizens Corner. Seeing her so weak and skinny-to-bones, i feel the pain in my heart. This kind of feeling is something that are unable to describe in words. Crying out is the best way of relieving! My eyes hurts, ouch! As my mummy says, she had gone to join my granny and i should take it in my own stride. Today is her funeral, passed by her block just now and everything is gone, din even get to see her in the last sight. My mummy forbids me to attend her funeral and i felt guilty about it =( She doted on me and i should pay her the last respects yet i'm unable to do so. What can i do? But to shed tears quietly alone. Hoping that she will rest in peace...
Anyways, heard one really bad news yesterday. I din know my granny's friend had just passed on, it's like very very sad. She used to dote on me and i will stop by whenever i passed by the Senior Citizens Corner. Seeing her so weak and skinny-to-bones, i feel the pain in my heart. This kind of feeling is something that are unable to describe in words. Crying out is the best way of relieving! My eyes hurts, ouch! As my mummy says, she had gone to join my granny and i should take it in my own stride. Today is her funeral, passed by her block just now and everything is gone, din even get to see her in the last sight. My mummy forbids me to attend her funeral and i felt guilty about it =( She doted on me and i should pay her the last respects yet i'm unable to do so. What can i do? But to shed tears quietly alone. Hoping that she will rest in peace...
what we could have been, 1:50 PM.
