Sunday, July 06, 2008
seriously, i dun understand what relationships really are. Why is it so complicated to understand. It's just so complex. I thought it's all over and remain status quo but i was wrong. I managed to walk out of his shadow, its not easy at all. Its near 2 months and i'm finally back to myself again but...i truly don't understand him at all. I can feel that he can't let go of the past and i'm guilty of it. I'm just very confused. I began to think of him whenever here and now. I thought i had alrdy got him out of mind but i realised actually i was wrong. But luckily i haven gave up on my job yet so there's something to keep me occupied but during my journey to home, i would still think bout it again. I just want to start school asap and dun think about him anymore. It's such a mental torture. And now i truly understand why it's so hard to be friends again after a relationship. I used to think it's possible... i'm too naive, hahas. Wells, it just feel better after pouring out all my woes in my blog. I guess a blog is a place to vent all your frustrations, lolx. Thanks =) hahas!
what we could have been, 8:40 PM.
