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bangkok!

2011-09-15T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hello. i know my blog have been dead for a few months haha.

just a random post!

Going to Bangkok in 3 more days with love (:

awfully excited!

valentine's and 1st anni

2011-02-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

Had a nice and awesome 1st anniversary with love (: we exchanged our gifts on the beach in the evening (this is what i had always wanted) wahaha. He was so touched reading the book i did for him, tears nearly rolled down lols. Heh~ anyways was very glad and happy that he loved the book! And i loved the box and the beautiful tree he had made for me! And waiting for our infinity ring that he had custom-made for me but not done yet :( but I remembered he gave me his handmade small bouquet of 3 sunflowers in our first Valentine's. And then when we got together i requested a 99-flower bouquet from him. In the end he gave me one whole tree instead of a bouquet! Love him soooo much (:

Went to Ippudo at Mandarin for dinner, and it's really an awesome place to dine in! Nice service and great yummy foodddd! Shall go back again next time wahaha!

I had an awesome Valentine's and 1st anni (:

Thank you love heh~

cny.

2011-02-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

happy chinese new year!!!

collected all my red packets! and yayyy it's time to spend some money again hohoho.

brought love to intro to all my relatives too.

happy. :)

and hope we have more to spend together!! love u baby!

and Valentine's Day coming too which means...

our 1 year anni wahaha.

miss love!!

2011-01-23T22:38:00.003+08:00

finally! Phases have endeddddd (: have been busy together with love these few days and finally we had our weekends back again!! Missed him sooooo much! :(

and tuesday is assessment already, god fast. Sians. Damn lazy to start on my proposal.

shag.

all the best for fyp peeps (:

Honeymoon!!

2011-01-06T14:00:00.006+08:00

Back from honeymoon! (:

Had fun these 3 days with love. He had taken much care for me as he knows i'm very timid when it comes at night in an unfamiliar room. And i know he will always be there for me when i need him to be.

Went for movies at night, USS, followed by a quiet night walk nearby the beach. It was short and sweet, suddenly i realised it's not the place where we have been, but it is the company that matters the most. And he made me realised that (:

I bought Marilyn Monroe's wallet!!! And Gingy!! Wahaha!! And i finally took a photo with Marilyn Monroe wahaha. And baby bought his director's tee as well (: yayy!! heh and i finally plucked up the courage to try the Mummy's roller coaster! Omg, it's scary but fun though lols.

Though we were supposed to go out yesterday noon to shop but plans had changed. But ya, i never blamed him and i know he wasn't feeling any better either.

You don't want it to happen too so don't ever blame on the topic that you are rehearsing k?

I'll always be by your side whenever you need me, so dont think too much baby.

Jiayous for your shows! And my FYP, school's starting next week, arghh!! But i believe it's much better than internship cos there will be people whom you know will be fighting this battle with (:

and baby, take good care of your mom k? Don't let her to be too upset, i know that kind of feeling. :(

Internship and 2011

2011-01-02T19:24:00.005+08:00

a big family (:

A HAPPY 2011 TO THE EARTHLINGS (:

I had a big bash this year! With my friends, mommy and of course the additional member of our gatherings, my love (: this year have been a great one with all of them and a sweet, special one with baby!! I wasn't expecting him to celebrate with me since he will be with his friends, but he turned up and gave me a big surprise in the end (: And yupp, finally i believed i'm still the most important person in his heart :) THANK YOU LOVE!!

And i have also ended my internship the day before New Year's Eve. They have been really helpful in their guidance. It had been a fruitful and memorable one for me, the people there are awesome and most importantly, they are a big family!! Will miss all the crappy jokes and lunchtime we had for all the 6 weeks, and surprisingly my classmate had landed in the same company as me! Awesome! My creative director had also been promoted to ECD just before i was leaving, that was great! Felt so happy for him!!!

I had truly learnt alot from there and i'm glad that i came to this company! And they are all waiting for me to go back after graduation but most probably i will go for a degree course first, this internship has also made me sort out my thinking of whether to further my studies or going out to work. Seriously, advertising is not an easy career, and i know i would be very busy if i were to continue with this path, but i guess it's the satisfaction that made me realised my passion for advertising. (: and yupp, i guess i have come to a conclusion.

And i will have to thank my love for supporting me during this 6 hectic weeks, he will always be fetching me from work to home or dinner and after that he will need to take that 1 and a half hour journey home which make me feel the heartache cos it's late already by the time he reaches home :( and of course the piggy neck cushion that he bought for me to ease my pain!!!

And I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE HONEYMOON TRIP WITH BABY TMR! WAHAHA! AWESOMEEEEEE!!! (:

AND THANK YOU TO ALL THE NICE PEOPLE I MET!!

THIS HAS BEEN AN AWESOME ONE WITH YOU GUYS! (: CHEERS!! (But the only sucky part is that i have been changing desks everyday zzz thanks to the management.) Haha.

AND LASTLY, IF YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO BINTAN THIS YEAR, YOU WILL BE CARRYING THE ARRIVAL GUIDE THAT I HAVE DONE!!! (: WAHAHA.

intern.

2010-11-21T17:23:00.002+08:00

a new day is starting tomorrow.

it's so sian, thinking of the location makes me even sian. Zzz.

hopefully the people there are nice and friendly, but it's quite tough =p especially

in our industry. OMG.

okays, may all the gods bless me with a fresh start tmr in a new environment!

cheers.

mandate or saatchi!

2010-11-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

haish, i'm being caught in a dilemma.

Saatchi or Mandate?

I don't wish to give up Saatchi due to time constraint, but i felt they are taking kind of too long zzz. Wells, they do have the right to be picky since they are a big firm. But i really hope i am able to work under them and i know i will be able to learn alot from them too.. and giving it up now just because i have no more time to wait doesn't sound a good enough reason. :(

Anyway, Mandate is alright to me (: but i prefer Saatchi more. The pay is attractive though. But the location of Saatchi is more convenient to me rather, lols.

Wells, i'll have to leave to fate to decide.

wish me the best. (:

cool pics!

2010-11-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

was searching for ideas for my direct mailer when i chanced upon this website! They have really cool and interactive designs! Those two above were calenders! Damn it, i will not be able to come up with this kind of interesting stuffs faints. They must have killed alot of creative cells zzz. A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!

Anyway, enjoy! This is just a random post! wahaha (:

Cheers!

quarrels and new wallet!

2010-10-31T20:31:00.003+08:00

yayyy! love bought me a new wallet again today! Wahaha, the previous one was so lousy that i have only used like less than a mth and the leather is dropping all out already?! I tink this will last me for at least 2 yrs hohoho (: hooray! Thank you baby!

and suddenly i felt so bad for quarreling with him last night :( i spoke to mommy and she says

i'm unreasonable too, haish saded. Wells, i still need some experience to be a good gf! And yupp, i apologized to him today! We both have faults actually but i used a more harsher tone, sorry!!

Glad that everything is over! (: love him soooooo much! wahaha!

PS: baby, pls try to tolerate my bad temper k? Wahaha, i will try to be more understanding as much as i can too! Let's jiayous tgt!

Wells, this is just our love-hate relationship! Heh.

xoxo (:

saatchi!

2010-10-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

baby is back! hoorayyy! (:

and we are planning for our January overseas tripppppppp wahaha! yayyy!!

but one sad thing that is bothering me now,

can i get a reply from my interview? Whether i get rejected, or accepted which is the best (: because i really would want to work badly in the company :(

anyways, I JUS WANT A REPLY SO THAT I CAN REST MY MIND AND STOP THINKING!!

tsk tsk*

god bless me (: thanks alot!

baby is gonna be bk! (:

2010-10-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

yayyyyyyy + hoorayyyyyyyy!!!

love is coming back tmr!!! Wahaha!!!

But i hope the typhoon will not affect his flight! :(

and that he will be safe and sound...

so i'll see you tmr, love (:

4 more days!

2010-10-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

baby!!

four more days!

hang on!! (:

and i'm missing you alot alot :(

baby is sick! :(

2010-10-16T16:00:00.001+08:00

baby is not feeling well there :(

haish i can't be there to take care of him...

counting down to 5 days before baby is back in SG. :(

jiayous!!!

BABY WENT TAIWAN.

2010-10-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

omg! Assignments have been driving me crazy!!! But nvm, my sufferings shall end on monday! Wahaha! After like 5 weeks suffering?!

And love flew off today morning to Taiwan already! Shall miss him alot alot and alot (: And he shall buy me lots of things from Taiwan hehh~ cos i have one whole list of things for him to get lols!

Spent some time together these few days and neglected my work, luckily pighead helped me some hehh, shall mug hard for my work all the way to mon! And he is coming back on next sat! He just flew off today and i'm looking forward for his coming back le, haish. Nvm, i still have his hoodie! Wahaha!

And we finally had koiiiiiiiii yesterday! hohoho!

PS: HAPPY 8 MONTHS OF LOVE!!! (:

I LOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUU! (:

thats love!

2010-09-16T12:20:00.001+08:00

i guess every girl will be touched when you see your beloved guy is crying for you.

wells, that's love (:

idunno.

2010-09-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

was crying in the bus when i saw the video that was sent to me, i was touched but,

am i really that stressed out? or just that i'm tired?

i don't know.

and i'm sorry if i have given you any stress, or maybe it's time to leave.

missing love.

2010-08-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

I'm missing love :( haish. BADLY. Never know i could miss someone so much.

PS: Jiayous love! Quickly finishhhhh ur puppet making. (:

busy life. busy love

2010-07-11T01:53:00.005+08:00

ellooooo i'm back to clean off the dust in this blog.

(cos someone complained that i have not been updating my blog for ages) =p

Been superrrrrrr busy this holiday and skool is starting soon omg?! And i think i have a phobia towards assessments now ever since my last one? But i know i gonna work doubly hard cos my results are dropping siansssss. And i know i can and i must (: cos i must graduate and also waiting to receive a sunflower at my grad show from love (: hehh. Wahaha!

Life have been busy with half-empty, I.D? and work!! Damn tired and stressful though i'm not having my internship zzz. Haha but at least i get to spend time with love (: cos i know when skool re-opens we gonna spend less time with each other as we will all be busy with our own work already :( haish. But nvm, we are morally together! hohoho.

and next week is gonna be more hectic with orientation, work and junior art :( jiayous!

and and i begin to love silly pighead more (: hehhh. No matter what you do, i'll always behind you k? And i'm proud of you at times actually =x Aha! Don't worry about not spending time with me and just go ahead with ya work! (: I LOVEEEE YOU PIGHEAD!

anyways it's late now, gonna sleep soon, nights peeps!!

happy 22nd!

2010-05-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Thanks a million for all the birthday wishes! Had been partying these few days! Wahaha. The best thing on life, SLACK! lols! Didn't really expect my fb will flood zzz haha but i'm happppyyyy! Heh, had a great day with love today! (: Though universal studios were cancelled due to some reasons but we went to Sentosa still! Went to the beach! Watched the 4-D movies!! Awesome!!! Wahaha.

Shall post the photos soon! (:

love holidays!

2010-05-07T11:49:00.006+08:00

old song dug out by Ai Otsuka, 金魚花火 just love this song, especially the music video wahaha!

Finally year two is officially over! and i'm having my sweettttttt holidays now, pls call me out wahaha (:

and my birthday coming! lotsa celebration from friends! Heh, and Universal Studios with love! And and lots of presents that's the main point, lols!

and lastly, 就是爱你 (:

mother's day!

2010-05-03T16:05:00.004+08:00

yay!!! we are freeeeeee from today onwards wheeeee! Though tomorrow is assessment day but it's alright cos we have no work to do already!! wahaha! Finally i smell some freedom! blehhhh.

anyway, went to Marina South Pier yesterday evening for dinner with my aunties for celebration of Mother's Day! We had lotsa good food, and the chilli crab there is damn freaking nice i swear! (: but actually almost every dish that we had there is niceyyy heh. And it's cheap too though it's a restaurant! We had the VIP room cos mommy knows the owner there hahaha! Too bad they do not have any seats left for outdoors cos the view and the breeze is refreshing! :(

having dinner with ngl and hw later! (: Omg, damn fattening and sinful for both dinners, shitty. But at least i can finally eat in peace without having any work in mind! lols! And i just called the lecturer about the internship stuffs and he is extending the deadline of the registration form for intern till next week so i have only left with one more week to find a company zzz.

and i'm super lazy to find, how good it is zzz. Oh wells, i'll try...

progress,

2010-04-27T23:16:00.013+08:00

yay! my art direction finally got approved zzz. And i have decided on my minor item as well (:

Gonna do the 3 print ads drafting and finish my minor item by tomorrow!

and i just realised Saturday is Labour Day, wts, was hoping to print my stuffs on that day?

nvm, shall go and try my luck still, if i have finished. lols.

PS love : take good care of yourself k? I don't wish to see you in crutches again? =x

hospital!

2010-04-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

let's work hard just for two more weeks love (:

my poor love is going to hospital now to get his stitches done for his ankle, haish. And he is having an exam tomorrow, fingers-crossed for him :( May everything goes well for him tomorrow and a speedy recovery plssssss.

my schedule here is damn tight, lecturer approved my concept but keeps on rejecting my art direction, and i just got to know, Monday is the submission! How great it feels to have 6 days left? I have to plan my work already, seriously.

By Tomorrow : My art direction must be approved.

By Thursday : I must finish all my 3 print ads and ideas for minor item.

By the end of Thursday : I must get approval for my minor item.

By the end of Saturday : I must get everything printed out and mount nicely.

By Monday : I must not be late for submission!!!

Luckily i finished my 1000 word report =x and if everything goes well as planned, my submission on Monday shouldn't be a problem :)

last shot, jiayous! go go go!

siansss,

2010-04-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

yay!!! i just purchased my macbook cover at the apple store online! wahaha, free shipping :) and i slacked my day off today at home, its been a long time since i slacked at home alone heh. Had a sumptuous dinner just now at the restaurant cos it's Aunt's 60th birthday blehhh.

Anyways, went to Villa Enrique at Dempsey yesterday with love (: I went there on project basis, lols cos our assessment have got to do with Dempsey Hill restaurants =,=" Spent 90 neat bucks over there zzz but it's mommy's treat wahaha, loveeee you mom! And it just chanced upon our 2-month as well so yupp, celebrated it along too (:

Shall post the photos soon...and oh ya, i trimmed my hair! like finally? Blehhh but i kinda love my new hair length wahaha!

PS: Why is everyone so busy with their work recently? Haish.

late sub.

2010-04-08T23:12:00.004+08:00

finally handed in all my submissions already, almost drop dead, late submission for assessment due to some problems, shan't elaborate here. But love helped me alot so yupp thanks! And i really felt really bad for making him stay back to help us zzz.

anyway, finally can get a breather this weekend :) but gonna do my research for my next assessment soon too. I guess i won't get to meet love this weekend since he is so busy, haish. My classmate just called me to watch Home Boxes with him cos it's damn good zzz but i knew he is watching on sat so forget it! lols. Nvm then, shall spend my weekend with mommy!

i don't know but i feel really depressed now, maybe i should just hide in my room and cry, perhaps i will feel better that way...

getaway lovesss.

2010-04-04T00:40:00.009+08:00

beginning to love weekends and him more :) Had a lot of nicey food these two days wahaha, and i found a nice spot at Holland Village for ice-cream and Everything with Fries there! Been wanting to go but i thought it's only available at Joo Chiat only. The fries there are awesome! And a short getaway to East Coast Park today, alot of walking but it's fun though~ blehhh. And we gonna go kite flying the next time without the dark clouds! :(

wells, that's all, been lazy to type zzz.

good nite peeps :)

work!!!

2010-03-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

omg less than a week since i left work, and there's so much happenings already! faints*

i'm close to falling sick which i know i can't afford to and i must not! Assessments!!!

alot of work undone, thurs' submission hasn't even touch yet? my love-bites assignment still unsure of what to do because of the things i have missed, gonna check around tomorrow! And its all due on thurs cos of Good Friday?

holyshit and the conclusion is i am not gonna get ANY sleep tomorrow! oh, how great it is :)

anyway, good night peeps!

random.

2010-03-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

tmr gonna be my last day at work again haha. Nothing new, its always my last day forever and ever lols.

i'm tired, and why am i always reading design in context in the middle of the night? haish.

and i don't intend to do any work tonight since i will be reading up in ilearn.

and one last thing, i'm missing love :(

loveeee.

2010-03-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

yay!!! gonna meet love tomorrow! (:

and i have been wanting this casing badly :(

shall get it soon wahaha! wait for me k (:

!jiayous

2010-03-22T00:19:00.005+08:00

elooooo peeps,

back again, tired tired plus more tired :( worked two straight full shifts this weekend, totally went haywire, damn exhausted. Exhausted the fact that i have a whole pile of work waiting dearly for me, how nice :) Anyways, next weekend will be my last weekend for work already wahaha, i'm coming, my dear weekends :) love + weekends = lovessssss wahaha.

Typography + Photoshop is what i hated most, oh wells, i will overcome this phobia of mine cos i know i suck at photoshop and i really is, haha. Heh. Gonna meet for project meeting tomorrow morning =,=" can't get to sleep again, had a hard time figuring photoshop so gonna seek for help tomorrow wahaha.

I guess i won't be meeting love since we are both busy this week, he has his performances and rehearsals, i have my projects, love-bites production, typography and electives as well. Oh wells, so we are both gonna be independent for a week :) Wells, I really don't mind your busy schedule cos i understand, jiayous k? Your work is important as well! So yupp, don't worry about it, i'm a very reasonable gf btw! ermmmm hahaha :) thick-skinned oh wells heh.

jiayous love for all your performances! and i guess this is only what i can help, moral support i suppose heh! Yupp, let's work hard together! Weekends!! :)

and i'm hating the rain season, freaking cold zzz. I'm not even that cold when i'm in Japan, holy.

and i'm turning in soon, nights everyone!

jam's concert2!

2010-03-14T01:42:00.002+08:00

I'M PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THAT I HAVE JUST

ATTENDED JAM'S HSIAO'S LIVE CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!

AND...

IT IS FREAKING AWESOME TO THE MAX.

HE IS CUTE AND HE COULD SING VERY WELL.

AND NO WONDER I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH (:

YES, I WOULD LIKE TO GO AGAIN! CHEERS JAM!!!

LOVES.

2010-03-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

thanks love for your encouragement all this while!

i love uuuuuu :)

pathetic.

2010-03-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

Its 12.14am now. Was doing work halfway through, and i stopped. Some things cropped up in the way and deeply affected my emotions. I swear, i have never cried over anything that happened in school? But humans are really a pathetic and scary bunch of people. I guess school no longer has any fun or meaning in it anymore other than my best friends out of my class, char and my love. Was feeling superrrrr demoralized and maybe it's time to keep a distance from those people that i should.

I know it's just the beginning, as in it will get worse in the society but why must these people just create trouble and not just enjoy their schooldays while they still can? Don't they just feel very pathetic and sad? Pathetic is just the right word to say i guess. And Helpless is the word that i'm feeling right now. :( nothing can explains well too.

Anyway i'm just here to vent my frustrations. Nothing much or pin-pointing.

Good night everyone and thank you love for being there for me when i need it :)

darren.

2010-02-16T23:52:00.005+08:00

pighead and me :)

Gonna set off to Japan at 3 plus, what a good timing, haha! My sleeping hourss!!! LOLS. Oh wells, it's JAPAN, THE COUNTRY THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO, HEH. And its like finally, and i just packed my stuffs lahh, no time and also plain lazy. Cleared all the work that i am supposed to hand in and yupps, it will make me feel better since i will be skipping skool for like 1 week? And someone will miss me like crazy too zzz. =p

To a special someone :

I know you will be reading my post.

I would like to thank you for everything, YES, you have succeeded in letting me to let go of a 7-year "relationship" and letting me to believe in relationships now again i guess. I don't know about the future, but let's just cherish now what we have. :)

and I WILL MISS YOU OKAYS? heh.

Thank you for your Valentine's this year and yupp, bring me to the amphitheatre again when i'm back wahahaa =p meanwhile, see you on the 24th :) Take good care k baby! So yupps, that's all i wanted to say to you. Jiayous!

valentine's

2010-02-14T10:39:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day

A Happy Lunar New Year

Love, Forest :)

japan!

2010-02-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

loves*

okays, i'm finally blogging again after some short posts previously, zzz. I have been like super busy lately! Omg. I have been hanging out after school from like monday all the way to friday?? And i'm like working on weekends =,=" Mommy's nagging away, cos i have no time for her and and i'm going to JAPAN next week for eight good days, omg omg! :) I wish to spend more time with her but my schedule is very tight.

Let's see, yesterday i met up with pighead to collect my air-tickets, today i went dinner with pighead, tomorrow i'm going to the Zoological Gardens with pighead again since there's no Valentine's this year so we simply make it early instead and i'm flying off too! Thursday would be Huiwen's Birthday, Friday supposedly to be out with some gathering stuffs but i don't think i will be going since Mommy's nagging zzz. Oh wells, i'm indeed busy this week, faints*

Flying off on the 17th-24th Feb, damn excited man! I cannot imagine i'm really heading for Japan!!! OMG! The sad thing is, Mommy is not coming with me :( and i think i would miss pighead? Wells, i don't know. LOLS. Shopping, shopping, and more shopping!! Heh.

And i will be back to suffer after that, imagine all the work piled up for one whole solid week :( but i guess it's worthy afterall, wahaha! Gonna clear my work for next week, so i guess CNY will be the period for me to clear my stuffs =X and pack my luggage!

JAPAN I'M COMING :) :) AND TOMORROW'S OUTING, I'M SO EXCITED! LOLS. HAHA!

that's all for today i suppose, i need to start on my work! :( so cya soon!

jam's concert!

2010-02-01T01:28:00.003+08:00

i'm sooooo wanna to go this concert :)

anyone?

and listen to sincerity.

{random}

openhse!

2010-01-18T22:40:00.007+08:00

ello, i'm back :) It's week 2 of school already, time flies. Totally enjoyed my open house though it is freaking tired, hohoho :) Took alot of photos, made alot of friends :) fun! And even saw my long lost art teacher!!! Damn happy to see him, beyond words to describe, but sad to say, i'm busy at that moment so don't really get to talk to him, let alone taking photos :( Damn surprised to see him and he almost cannot recognize me when i shouted his name out! Wahaha, he aged alot already, aiya, me too :( His students had better treat him well. Anyways, worked yest, luckily we almost finished and i managed to escape from midnite work wahaha. Shop is BIG and it is big! LOLS. School tmr again and wednesday, ambassadors' party :) sooooo looking forward to it. Wahaha.

PS: shall not label the photos cos too much alrdy. wahhaa :)

teambuilding!

2010-01-07T20:28:00.006+08:00

hello, its a new year again, and i'm going to be another year older, sian of the siansss. I cannot imagine myself to be a 22-year-old already! And i'm like, i din really achieve anything, sad :(

Never mind, shall work harder for this coming sem and school is starting real real soon, next week! OMG, time really flies, haha. I can foresee my stress coming back again =,="

Anyway, went to school teambuilding today, its really fun :) though the games are kind of shag and lame, but some of it quite fun, laughed like hell, seriously, its not really about any training but kind of playing and fooling around wahaha, got to know alot of new friends today too :) But we played like hell, its really tired, just one day, and it drains me out, but maybe cos of my work too. Tmr gonna be a long day too packing stuffs and touring around the school =,=" LOLS. I love the egg wrapping game where we wrapped up the egg and threw it down from the third level. Amazing, nobody failed wahahha. Cos our group created a parachute concept, similar with other groups but we succeeded in letting it fly down, heh heh.

and i really need a good rest, but i cannot foresee that, cos school is starting,

workplace is shifting and therefore, haish.

and and i also want my ipod touch and my maxi-dress. So sad, no nice maxis

even in haji but i enjoyed my shopping alone though, haha!

anyway, enjoy the last few days before our holidays ends :( meantime, see ya soon!

happy new yr!

2010-01-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 2010 =)

may this year be a blessing and happy one.

刺猬

2009-12-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

刺猬 - 温岚

最后一抹的微笑在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终於丢掉
很旁徨很孤单是寂寞或悲惨
一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻

刺猬的坚强全都是假象..哭吧

lonely xmas.

2009-12-20T22:27:00.004+08:00

Link Home Colleagues! :)

photo credits to Kaiting.

woots! I'm back from my dinner at Marina Mandarin :) So full. I seriously need to go on a diet now! Or i will be laughed at when school reopens :( Have been eating non-stop like nobody's business, wahaha :) chocolates have been making my day heh heh! Seriously i can't live without chocolates and chillies! Those people whom know me well will know wahaha. I hate myself for growing fat!!! argh! Hopefully when school reopens, i will tone down due to the stress i can foresee haha. Life's too good at work already, or rather i eat alot when i'm working? haha. And and yesterday's two bdae parties is making the hell of me, haha. I meant i have to rush to both dinners within half a night. And i can't eat too much, i seriously need to control my diet, omg! FML. Anyways, met up with all my colleagues yesterday night! Fun time with polariods! I'm glad they're happy wahaha :) seeing people around me happy, i will be. That's me i guess.

And and and i have painted my nails NEON ORANGE hahahhaa! I love this color heh heh :)

okay i know i'm so random =,="

X'mas coming, i have no plans for eve and xmas, still waiting for someone's reply, lols. Most probably its off i guess haha. Having my party at 26th after my darling gl is back with all the stuffs i wanted her to get from Thailand again wahhaa, so happy! My maxi-dress hohoho!

My pay for this month is the satisfaction i get lols! Though i work like sianss but thanks to my nice superiors that make my life in my workplace happier i guess. But i still can't save, i'm such a big spender, i seriously need a boyfriend to control my spendings omg! I need to save up for my japan nxt year :( or else i will see nothing haish.

date wif bran =)

2009-11-30T22:47:00.005+08:00

Brandon and me :)

aha! finally off today after like 5 days of working, tired. Lols. Had a fun time with my classmate today wahaha :)

Oh wells, don't think too much and enjoy life hohoho. And today what i have learnt, Jurong East Swimming Complex is closed for Mondays! Wow, took such a hard time there and in the end it's closed =,=" sians. Ended up in Bukit Batok swimming complex instead lols. But never mind, watched a nice movie in the end wahhaa. Din expect much from Ninja Assassin, but it's nice surprisely though haha. :) fun day today overall except the walking part haha.

and back to work tmr.

bf :)

2009-11-24T22:03:00.004+08:00

Char and me :)

my best friend and me :)

hello! Finally, i'm done with my room :) with all the furnishings i wanted, curtains, bookcase, floor lamp and my teevee! Okay, my room looked very romantic now, esp at nite wahaha. Anyways, went back to sch today to change my new address and register for some stuffs and went out with my charlotte :) Bought some stuffs, its been a looong time since i last shop lols.

I wanna shop more :) haha, with all the people that i gonna meet up. Work is gonna to be busy for me but i just hope that i can juggle well. Not going to reveal what it is for the time being. :) but i'm happy that's all.

and nothing much to blog haha, meanwhile, see ya :)

new hse!

2009-11-20T12:10:00.002+08:00

photobooth! :))

i'm back once again with a different ambience of blogging location. At my new house, actually i have just shifted a few blocks away from my old place =,=" haha. Today shall be the 2nd appointment with HDB, that means, we will be handing over our keys today, went back alone for the last time just now, there is just so much memories left behind, including my growing years of 21 years? I just don't feel like coming back home in my new house, guess i still need time for adjustment. Some things do not stick with you for life, you will need to let go of it, life is not full of choices i can say. Fine, suddenly i feel so emo, haha.

Okay and finally i get my internet back! I'm so freaking excited. I'm almost dying soon without my internet, i have so many shows to watch! gosh! Life without net can really die, omg! I'm like sleeping very very early these few days since i have nothing to do and i don't even haf server! Haha, and tonite, i can start watching liao! wahaha :) Life is sooo great now without any assignments and deadlines to rush! But my working schedule is quite hectic too, i think i gonna spare some time for myself and all my darlings gfs :) before school reopens again =,="

And and i'm planning a trip to Japan next year maybe feb or march? Anyone? :)

isp.

2009-11-13T18:28:00.005+08:00

Newspaper ad

Brandon, my male talent :)

Magazine ad 2

Debbie, my female talent :)

Magazine ad

Myra and me

Me.

Char and Me as usual :)

My 3 dear classmates.

I'm his manager :)

it's assessment day yesterday and that means I'M OFFICIALLY ON SCH HOLIDAYS TILL JAN! Sooooo happy omg! Went to jp just now to get some stuffs and lunch-ing, with a kind-hearted person to drive me around though he is kind of lost haha, thanks alot! LOLS. Rushed home and pack my stuffs, gonna shift this Sun le, hais, cant bear to...21 years? It's not easy lahh, lols. But i guess i still gonna learn how to let go and accept new stuffs, same with relationships, i cannot be staying at the same spot every time, it's time to walk forward. Holidays finally! ISP is damn stressful for me, imagine i always have ideas running around in my head 24/7? God lahh, till my brain lack of oxygen liao! I seriously need a break and i think i deserved it :) wahaha! Though my ads have some negative feedbacks but i'm quite satisfied with it so far, it's part of my growing and learning process, isn't it? Chill and relax now. I guess it would be more hectic when school reopens? I'm working full time timing now sianss, thats y i requested less work, lols, i rather sacrifice some of my shopping than working so hard now, not getting a good rest :) I want a good rest, hohoho, thanks to my two superiors whom attended to my requests.

And now, those i want/need to meet up, please txt me for a meetup :) advance booking due to my work wahaha. Sorry for any inconveniences caused lols. X'mas is coming :) cos my workplace already have the mood due to the decors we done, listening to x'mas songs everyday oh dear! Hohoho. Super happy now aha!

enjoying my lit' life :)

Meanwhile, hopefully our class can be more lively nxt sem, we are too dead...haha, assessment peeks up there and my ads i've done :)

photoshop sucks!

2009-11-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

arghhh, i hate photoshop! Its just giving me headaches!

isp!

2009-11-07T23:19:00.004+08:00

aloha! One more day is gone...and next wed is submission time. Honestly, i have been like slacking for the past few days, gosh! I have absolutely no idea on what i am doing, lols! Although the lecturers have approved my work already, but on the other hand, i think my ad sucks big time! Haish. I feel that it's not strong and the message brought across is not that clear enough lols. And one big problem, i seriously cannot make it in my photoshop! U can ask me to do stuffs on illustrator and indesign but not photoshop =,=" guess i'm still not used to it as i sort of use indesign more often =X heh heh. :) Gonna SOS! Thursday shall be Assessment day, wells, its nothing already i guess, we are all so used to have presentations everyday =,=" Though it's individual but it will be alright since we all know our work so well so the past 3 weeks. Super Cup Noodles has been my best friend ya wahaha!

And after that, holidays till Jan! Here i come, hohoho! No, it is not fun at all, cos i will be working so why the heck am i so happy? Yupp, i should be, since i will be able to get rid of all the shittyness at school and enjoy life without assignments :) But i will be shifting house, damn sian, after such a tiring assessment, i still needa pack my stuffs instead of resting away which is not easy cos i know how much things i have omg! Okays, i know i'm just entertaining myself =X

Anyways, went to work today as usual, nothing exciting lols! Set up xmas decors, for your info, our decorations are not just purely decorations haha! Its like complicating, but due to the space constraint, its sort of scary to move urself and stuffs around hohoho, but we still managed to complete it in time. Tmr gonna wake up early to move stuffs, so great huh! I have a very detailed plan , i will start to polish up all my work on mon and get everything mounted and printed on tues. Hmmm, okays this shall it be!

And lastly, still in time,

HAPPY SWEET 18TH TO MY DEAREST CHARLOTTE :)

and all the best in your Isp!

danson's bdae :)

2009-11-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st!

to that special someone. :) wahaha, only some would know who he is, lols! Anyways, have been wanting to give something to him but i just lack of courage and chances! Haha, though it's a shared gift, i'm just glad to give him something! :) I'm already doing beyond what a girl should have done, lols! I cannot imagine what would my life be without my loved ones, due to my cousin's incident recently, shan't not elaborate on what happened. What i want to do is to do what i wish to do without any regrets, seriously, i don't wanna leave any regrets behind. Wells, i have done it and i have absolutely no more regrets whatsoever! It's not easy to have that person still living in your heart after like seven long years? :) These are just merely what my thoughts are running now. Receiving text replies from him just will make my day :) Wahaha, silly girl! LOLS.

Anyways, had my studio shoot today! It's quite a disaster! Gosh, everything seems to be not in order and being hurried still. Haish, okay, i still have some nice shots luckily but i'm not really confident of having the lecturer's approval omg! FML. One more thing, i haven finish my shoot! Needa continue tmr and there will be no one to help me with the make up tmr liao :(

PS: Thanks to Kaiting and Debbie for helping me out! Feel very bad for not helping much with the stuffs =X

wo pei ni ku.

2009-10-25T10:03:00.004+08:00

been listening to this song recently,

pondering over some stuffs,

我陪你哭-萧亚轩

你的倔强
像孩子一样
没人愿意先放
爱打包装箱
假装坚强
假装阳光
伤人的真相
无法隐藏
也无法埋葬
太多借口
是能快乐多久
不该让爱残留
也许爱就消失成寂寞

我陪你哭
谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕
忘记你和她拥抱的温度
谁不在乎
不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福
完美的谢幕

越麻木越痛苦
越清醒越无助
嫉妒冲突
沉默孤独
我们不如就认输

我陪你哭
谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕
忘记你和她拥抱的温度
谁不在乎
不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福
就让我陪你哭
痛的领悟
不想走到了最后才清楚
不是结束
把爱放在内心的深处

我会陪你哭
最后的礼物
我会陪你哭

smile.

2009-10-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

just one word from you and i'll smile. :)

moving house for jieyin!

2009-10-18T11:17:00.007+08:00

char-lot-te!!! =X

My Group Mates :)

Lovelyyy dayoung :)

woo! Finally our assessment for project Jetstar is over! Yahoooo! Super tired and damn cui having to cope with all the finishing of all the modules with electives and the f-ing assessment is really a chore. Satisfaction is what i have got in my work despite all those busy fuzzy work wahaha :) It's such a great feeling to throw all the work away from my mind, preparing to refresh for my next individual project, ISP! Shall be attacking Super Cup noodles for the next 3 weeks, cos my topic is that, yupp =,=" wahhaa! LOLS. Worked yesterday, slept early for the past two days, wahhaa, i love it! Double pay, supposedly not working, but wells, i have two soft-hearted superiors whom never failed to let me work always in the end :) But i requested off for today, cos i need to come up with a concept for my noodleeees, by today! Cos i will be working tmr :( Siansss, haha! But sometimes, i prefer to work than to studyyy, but sometimes vice versa, wahaha. Okay, crazy girl, i knw! wahaha!

My cousin's family is moving out from my house today :( I will miss them! My two lit' kids, haish wif their doraemon. Tonite will be a different night again i guess. Nobody will knock my room door to wake me up for morning lectures already, gosh! But luckily i have only one morning lecture for each remaining 3 weeks, and...

i'm having my holis! :) :) :) I'm coming, baby! wahaha! But i goonna get thru hell before i will reach heaven lols.

Shall sign off for today! Helping my cousin to move their stuffs, gosh! byess! And here's some peeks from the assessment day!

togas

2009-10-13T18:51:00.005+08:00

credits to www.tracyeinny.com.sg

woowoo, i'm back. I'm not having school this week, cos it's assessment week, for us to print stuffs as well as finalizing all our work. But i still gonna go back everyday? haha. Completed my catalog for kate spade, printing done too. But turned out quite badly cos some of my pictures in it are pixelated. =,=" And cool, this is not the main point, the main point is, it costs me $25.50 to print this f-ing booklet! Wow. LOLS. Its alot lahh, super shocked when i heard the price and when my catalog is only like 4 sheets of a3 paper? Freaked out! The color is nice, but the price is even freaking nice wahahhaa. And i haven have enough sleeppp for the past 2 weeks, i think so does everyone else. Tons of work piling up my head :( arghh, FML.

Oh ya, saw this toga dress in the above mentioned website, and i'm mesmerized with it :)) it's damn nice, shall get it after i get my pay :)) Simply in love with togas recently, wahhaa. I have spent alot on printing this month alrdy, and for nxt mth? I can foresee alot of bucks gonna be out of my pocket for isp :( shall work more. My shopping?? Gone. Haish. Why can't i have best of both worlds, hohoho! Anyways, flying off to have dinner, cya!

2A, jiayous! :))

farewell dinner.

2009-10-06T14:11:00.005+08:00

LinkHome =)

Kaiting and Me

Weesiong And Me.

Kaiting and Weesiong

Debbie and Me.

Janis and Kaiting.

and it's a new start of a week. In class rotting away =,=" wahaha. Different ambience of blogging lols wahaha. Project is ending soon, and almost all the stuffs are done, like finally. Having like written test later on, omg, those notes just somehow cannot get into my head man! Shag. Its been a looong time ever since i took a written test =,=" haha. Whatever, just put in whatever i remember. LOLS. =) And seriously i have put on weight lately. Too much good food alrdy. I had Xin Wang two days before, Jap food from Cathay a day before and like Ding Tai Fung yest for my colleague's farewell dinner. Like wth? Good food sure need to pay a price for it, hohoho. Stop it! I cannot eat furthermore! OMG. Sians. Anyway, shall post pics that we took yesterday randomly.

PS Weesiong, all the best in NS. Look forward to hear interesting stories from ya, wahhaa.

And enjoy your day with your hair for today =)

zen bdae.

2009-10-01T21:32:00.008+08:00

6G =)

Chunhui!

The unchanged Yanliang.

Ghoo Fang and me.

Sorry for might not attending ur bdae!

Vina and me.

The one with hat is the Birthday Boy. Haha.

Happy Children's Day!

(though it's out of my era =,=")

another week has passed. lols. Time really flies omg! There goes my youth and life =( I don't wanna grow up!!! Hahaha! Can i stop growing older? lols! Okay, i'm kinda of insane now due to stress and tiredness. This week is truly disastrous lahh, ideas rejected and as well as visuals =,=" I thought everything might go well, but it seems like we are focusing on too many stuffs already, so yupp, need to sort things out after our final consultation today. Seriously need to work for it on Monday. Hmmm, we need to finish everything!!! Its better to clear things out, i don't like to be wishy washy either lols! And tmr's wild wild wet event, i'm not going, kinda feel abit of regretted but the thought of the shower part where everyone will fight for it, i'm like forget it! And so i'm going to swim tmr with my peeps. at least i don't need to fight for the shower wahaha!

And i just went to my cousin's new house, which they will be taking over tmr =) Feel glad for them, finally they have their home sweet home after 1 year plus living with us. Kinda of sad plus happy, haha mixed feelings. Won't be seeing my two kids when i woke up, with their doraemon watching Doraemon every weekend =,=" haha! Happy part is that, they have their home of course =) Wells, its only a few blocks away so yupp i'm moving soon too. The feeling of a empty house, i felt sad. I hate to leave this house drats! Though i could have what i want in a new home, but the feeling and memories are all gone. It's no longer the same. But if my mum feels better, so just fulfill her wish, though i have millions of objections.

And i guess i'm not celebrating Mid Autumn Festival this year cos i'm back to work this weekend already. So yupp. =) Shall post some of the pics we took in Zen's 21st. All the above are all my primary school friends. More than 10 yrs? Ohh...time really flies. LOLS. Wrinkles are appearing soon few yrs down the road!!! shit*

PS: to those going Wild Wild Wet tmr, do enjoy urselves =)

special day.

2009-09-27T17:06:00.009+08:00

Just a lit' pic to remember this day.

Today is a special day. I will never forget 27/09 ever since last year. I have difficult struggles, burying in my work on this day last year. I remembered vividly, Heaven had kept me real busy so i won't keep on harping it in my mind. The thought of it really hurts. I guess i will never forget this day, ever...

And it doesn't hurt now. Time heals wounds, its true afterall...and i have opened up my heart and unlock all the unhappiness i have.

And i believe i'm much happier now :)

shopping alone!

2009-09-25T16:31:00.002+08:00

another week hereby ends again. Okays, time really flies. Have been busy this week, projects projects and more projects! There's only one lahh actually but its a major one so yupp. I don't know but i began to feel lonely i think? I feel like i'm missing out some fun in class rather? But well, sometimes i would rather be alone. Perhaps i'm emotionally drained out already. My brain cells have all been donated to my project liao heh heh. My life is destined to be pathetic and lonely i guess? Haha. Alrites, i think i sound too emo already but as i say, my blog is for me to pour woes and frustrations wahaha. And, I don't even feel like talking recently. LOLS.

Was supposedly to go back to workplace after school to get my pants for washing as i'm going to start work on next weekend onwards, but i changed my plan. I went to South Bridge Road alone to shop and look around haha! Cos previously i managed to chance upon 2 shops selling alot of accessories. Been wanting to go there and i tink i really need some space to chill. Sometimes, i do really enjoy going anywhere i like alone with my ipod. You might think i'm insane or what but trust me, it's a good feeling :)

Anyway, the shop is freaking amazing, the moment you stepped in, you will feel that as if those accessories are embracing you. It's too much that you cannot focus on just one small area. Hahaha. The most importantly is, the shop is empty. I don't enjoy shopping in a big crowd. Truly. Haha. That's why sometimes i prefer to shop in Haji Lane instead, hohoho.

Been chiong-ing for my orange booklet, I hereby announce i have "travelled" like 12 countries within 2 days =,=" Hahaha! But it is all in ASIA, sad to say lols. Mission Impossible! :)

No more weekends fun! I starting work next week onwards! Tmr will be my last weekend haha, going to Zen's birthday bash, luckily he still made it in time or i have to forfeit already haha.

Meanwhile, cya n enjoy ya weekend :)

16 pages catalog!

2009-09-16T21:49:00.004+08:00

Charlotte and Me =)

hi, im back again. Suddenly i have the mood to blog and so i'm going to type some craps here then whahaaa. School starts to get busy and hectic cos our major project is out already and we need to crack our brains countless times everyday! Erm, i need vitamins and tonics for my stupid brain that is kind of brain-blocked lately. I seriously can't think well these two days, omg! I'm kind of lost and confused lahh, feels inferior at times too haish. =( I know my position, i seriously need to buck up and work hard but just somehow...i dunno. Heh heh. And and, i'm starting work soon, hopefully those tais-tais will unblock my brain and start to "function" again =,=" Haha, oh ya, something very funny, i ate indian food today! Cannot believe myself too, first time i plucked enough courage to eat ahh, not being exaggerating but i really dun eat haha. No offence lahh, but somehow feels amazed, that's all haha.

LOLS. i'm ultra tired already, i need energizer haha! But today's elective assignment make me more fucked up, like 16 pages of catalog we need to design? And we have to cope with our major project too? Like wth? 16 pages is crazy and i'm not in graphics! Though its super shag, i still need to push myself to finish it too. I truly can foresee my sleepless nite! Sians.Sians. And

more Sians. Wake up lahh! Stupid asshole pig! I'm referring to myself =) okays, start to go berserk liao! Photobooth time!

And dedicated to my beloved classmates, let's work hard together =)

PS to Brandon: You are not fucked up nor a bastard lahh! Don't always say that of yourself. Jiayous!

jiayous!

2009-09-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, time flies real fast. And one more week has flew off already. Major assessment coming on the way. I will just fingers-cross that everything gonna be okay and smooth. No special comments for my group too, what i can say is, try my best for what i can. And now i realised humans are really practical and realistic, not pin-pointing at anyone else but yupp, tats my feel. Alot of work undone too, especially the 4-page newsletter assignment, its such a chore! My layout practically sucks to e core, heh heh. In short, every module's work ain't completed yet despite the real challenge is HERE. Its like neither here nor there, all half done...sians. Everybody's life is miserable i guess? Sacrificing our youth and LIFE away but tats the path we wanted, still we will whine. But mines is, i knew lols. True enough, my life is a mess, wrong direction and whatever. Its a total mess afterall. I still gonna face it as its just the beginning only. Okay, i know i sound so depressing but nvm haha. Just to vent my tiredness here. I will be strong, so no worries.

Going back to work end of sept, hopefully my colleagues can cheer me up and make me crazy once again. =))

happy bdae!

2009-09-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Mandy!

Best wishes & enjoy!

sch.

2009-08-28T18:33:00.003+08:00

2A =) (but some are missing) lols

and i'm back to blog again haha. Been super lazyy lahhh omg! Not really busy with school too, actually not much work too surprisingly =,=" Anyways, din really take any pics from the chalet in my last post but what i can say is that i like the ambience there. It's damn cosy and niceee lahh. But the fruits machine room is rather lousy, need to work on it haha! So today went to HDB Hub right after school for the first appointment. Wells, it din really go well due to some problems cropping up with the buyer's side and thus everything was affected and needa some re-scheduling again =,=" and that means i will move at a later date =)) BUT this also means i will get my vehicle at a later date too =(( heh heh. Wells, school seems to get better and better each week, and i hope everything will maintain =) But i hope work will not be piling up each week, cos i will be going back to work at end of sept. Sians, all my weekends will soon be occupied once again, lols. Anyway, i don't have any dates so why don't I earn more bucks huh! I cann shoppp again!!! LOLS.

Sumptuous dinner is awaiting for me tonite! All my faves, my lunch din really eat well and i ate very little for breakfast today, drats, regretting it lahh! We were being held up for 3 hrs in the hub, like wth? And been waiting till like 4 plus then i just got one pathetic burger but was nice lahh, thought that i could have a better meal. But nvm, since my dinner is going to be a fine spread wahahaa! Every mon is project day ah, meet my darling friend for projects but always ended up laughing and laughing away non-stop! Two bimbos! LOLS.

chalet tmr!

2009-08-07T19:48:00.002+08:00

okay, lazy to blog nowadays. Just a short post to satisfy your taste buds? LOL. CRAZY PIG! I'M SUCH A BITCH LAHH! WHATEVER! haha! School per as normal except that i have more friends now =) At least i won't be dragging my feets to school each day, lols! Morning lectures are such a chore, and irritating =,=" I JUST HATE WAKING UP EARLY!!! Lots of indesign practices, but all of a kind, repeating and repeating new stuffs, almost every module consists of improving the magazines layouts and ads. Kinda sian, haha! Wells, i chose this myself so i have to face it huh! =) Needs to add up nutrients to my brain so i can think better? wahaha! And one more thing, we have presentations almost everyday, cool huh? =,=" and my typography is real weak, i seriously need to buck up!

Anyways, going to family's chalet tmr =) Cool, never been to Changi's chalet before! Can bring my cam and take countless pics ya! Its been a loooong time ever since i took photos? My DSLR is rotting aside already! Relax and chill at the beach =) i love it! Workload is still manageable, just that i'm still living in the holidays mood, trying to switch back haha!

And and, my dear friend is coming back on National Day from Thailand! Miss her damn much! Come back quickly my shopping khaki! Haha. Shall update a longer post when i'm back from chalet, till then, see ya! =)

and the post isn't short afterall, wells...

Happy National Day! Happy 44th Birthday to Singapore! =))

school sucks.

2009-07-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

so hows sch? Wells, quite dry, all the lessons are full of texts and more texts! No more drawings i guess? Sians, now i start to think whether i am truly suitable to be in advertising... well, mayb yes or mayb no? I don't know too anyways hopefully my passion can cover over it. Yupp, try harder =)

Another thing, feel very lonely and pathetic in school now. No longer enjoy going to school already perhaps there's no motivation? New class and new classmates, and this year, i don't feel like talking a word more to my mates, i'm not sure why i'm like this now maybe i am still living in my old class so ya, hopefully i can recover to my insane mood soon or i will be left behind. Buck up and talk more! Nevertheless, i felt more comfortable and happier at my workplace maybe its because i knew them well, feels better there. No offence lahh, but these are just merely my thoughts so yupp...

Life sucks now lahh! Hate it man!

and then there's another thing troubling me.

sians!

2009-07-19T19:32:00.004+08:00

tired, exhausted maybe?

school's starting and yet i do not even look forward?

yes, so why even bother...

Sunburnt.

2009-07-06T21:20:00.013+08:00

i'm sunburnt! Serves me right for forgetting to apply sunblock on my face and shoulders! haha! Its been a long time ever since my last sunburn, lols. For ya info, i went to Sentosa on saturday, hoping to suntan in e end become sunburnt =,=" Haha, well, tat's me larr, so dumb! Anyways, lying under the sun with a strong wind breeze is comfy haha cos i din really suntan for quite sometime liao! Almost fall asleep man! Playing around the beach! Shuling loves!

And then we got our classes and timetable today. I have been looking forward to whom im assigned with but wells i'm super and damn pissed off. Why? Cos i din get into the same class as my classmates =( Imagine there's four of us whom got into advertising and then there's only TWO classes and yet? I am super lucky lorr, the three of them got into B class and i got into A class ALONE. ITS HAISH... Great! Trying to figure out how my class ppl will turn out to be? No more cliques and i need to start all over again which is so sians! Its a total wreckout larr, but hopefully Heaven has something good for me, yupp. Look on the bright side, might not be something bad too though i'm still upset now? wahhhaa!

And then i can't get into the registration login! Its always like Web Server Is Busy, Please Try To Register Later, like wth? I tried to get in in the noon but my company's lappy is simply slow larr so i gave up, rushed back after work just to login but they closed the thing and re-opened at 9pm which is still like jammed up? OMG. Lousy system.

And and Harry Potter is coming soon! I can't wait to watch larr! haha!

boys over flowers!

2009-06-17T22:15:00.008+08:00

LOVES.

Ayam Pangang Rice!

Gui Li and Me =)

yoyo! i'm back! Just a short update, lazy to update, supposedly wanted to on Monday but was lazy haha! Anyways, I GOT INTO ADVERTISING =) CONGRATS MYSELF HAHA! But something very funny, everyone got into their first desired major? Hmmm, but whatever as long as i got in liao =)

Anyways again =,=" my sis went back to Thailand. Met her on Monday since i'm off and she's flying at Tuesday, ha! Won't be seeing her like 2 months again? She din really buy anything for us =,=" but she bought a lot of stuffs for herself haha! Haish, i wanna go shop! Quickly take my pay at the end of month and scram off to shop! whahaa!

Okays, and i'm currently hooked on Boys Over Flowers, kinda late so almost all had finished watching it but NVM. Haha! I simply love this particular guy in the show! He's so damn damn cool and handsome larr! I wanna fly to korea to meet him liao heh heh! I love him man! Gonna fly to watch my show now! So then cya!

results!

2009-06-05T19:47:00.005+08:00

ooo...i love macarons! =)

they're simply nice!

sians, just received my results. Hmmm... don't know how to describe man, dunno its good or not but surely it is not up to my expectations! Disappointed cos i only got 2.5 for my GPA, happy cos i gt no Ds this time round.

And yes i have improved, but this kind of bloody results how to get into Advertising, can wave goodbyes to it liao and say hello to Graphics.

Saded larr. Aiya, fuck myself larr for being so slack haha but anyways i did my best already and my standard is till there only so no worries huh.

Got 5 Bs and 4 Cs, no As, okay saded...and tmr back to work again after 2 days break. My darling is coming back liao!!! hahahaha! I miss her sooo much!

PS-.. Do you know that X Japan just held a concert back in Taipei? Haha! LOL.

gathering!

2009-06-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

yoyo! Just came back from pri sch gathering haha! Wells, going to k with them maybe the week after? haha! Anyways, started work already =,=" Haha, its been two days liao and its two solid boring days. Thought that today there might not be any customers, so should be able to slack and crap with my colleague! BUT I AM WRONG! Its been a tiring day today, alot of walk-ins and the customers buy like its end of the world already lols. Hmmm, saw someone in the bus today that looked alike like my first crush, very! Wells, could be him, whatever! Just made me reminded of the past lols. I like to daydream in the bus with my ipod =) haha! Nothing much to update on actually too and i'm working tmr, haven finish my work yet and left early today, gonna finish tmr huh! Rmb to call up St Regis Hotel! What i should remember! =) Poor memory! Gonna fly liao, damn tired, held up the whole day! Tmr shall be a better day! Jiayous! Nites everyone!

ACM trip =)

2009-05-26T18:36:00.003+08:00

helloooo! New start of my blog with a fresh new skin edited by Jane, haha, thanks alot babe! Okays, i'm like so idiotic when it comes to doing these stuffs larr, ha! Thanks alot!

And my photos for my blog, layout done by my dear sis, NGL, thanks too! Wanna do it myself but i don't have the software? haha! Anyways, the photos are all TAKEN BY ME. Hahas, guili says not bad, hmmm...i have made improvement in my photography! =) Great huh!

For those whom are lost in the photos, its taken at ACM (Asian Civilization Museum) in the Kangxi exhibition. Been wanting to visit this exhibit but was super busy with my work, and before i start work on THIS COMING MON, i must go and take a look cos it's ending at June. Quite interesting, but some figures really scare the hell out of me man! They were really damn damn tall and big, omg! But its still fun nevertheless! Sians, thought i still have time to play but the date was brought forward then. Nvm, shall earn more money and go shopping again =) lol, meantime just enjoy those photos!

kbox =)

2009-05-23T12:10:00.014+08:00

Wen's singing.

"we" are in love =)

From left, Me and Xuan.

Few shots whahaha!

hellooo! I noticed myself kept updating my blog now haha because of someone lol. But partly also because i'm super free now without any burden of my homework! hoo! Anyways, yesterday went to kbox =) Supposedly going with my nafa cliques but in e end was cancelled somehow, i'm not pretty sure too...whatever! I called out my girlfriends instead haha, i wanna go sing sing sing! Ah wen can't stand my singing cos im just simply shouting away and not singing ha! whahaha! Oh ya, wen's new car is out! Haha, i can go out for night shots often now hehe, somehow in love with photography recently. Have been neglecting my DSLR ever since i finished photography, hahas! I'm also in love with polariods too =) wahaha! Wells, took some random shots yesterday. Xuan, u grab from here ba cos i won't be uploading it into my facebook lol. And would like to say sorry to those whom changed links to their blog and i'm have not been changing it cos there's problem with my blog so can't change temp sorry! Shall fixed it asap huh. And and, i have JUST received Jing's present, thanks alot babe, was quite shocked to receive it haha! you din come to my party but yet has air-mailed it to me afterall, i love u! Hmmm...my face has slimmed down already issit it wahhahahahaha! finally! Okay, i'm such a bimbo but nvm lol.

PS: - Xuan, actually yesterday me and hw can't stand ur fren's singing cos its very...loud. AHA!

him again.

2009-05-21T20:08:00.009+08:00

wells, 2nd post for today, felt rather emo today after some stuffs. Great! Lost my appetite and gorge on chillies instead. Nothing to do and indulge in those memories again. I guess i need some time to recover haha.Whatever, tmr going to kbox to unwind, i think i seriously need it at this point of time. My friends may find me silly what but i just can't control it, so let me be!

PS: I knew you will be reading my blog and please don't ever feel guilty or whatsoever, it has nothing to do with you or rather i do not wanna blame you but i'm just venting my frustrations, I didn't know you were actually been hanging around my blog till today and i'm like so...? I thought i'm long forgotten or wad but nvm. Thank you for all the wishes i have gotten and i'm really glad that the anonymous is you.

And that's all i have been wanting to say...

to him.

2009-05-21T12:14:00.004+08:00

一个人就好...

my 21st birthday!

2009-05-18T10:53:00.027+08:00

wah, the flash made my eyes so small...

The Guest board. Made by me.

Gifts!

Pooh bear from Gao Zhan, thanks!

The Link Home Team =)

NAFA CLIQUE (no guys came except fei =(

WSSS friends!

PRIMARY SCHOOL "KIDS"!

my kids! no larr, my cousins =)

my lovely mum =) thanks alot mum!

omg, i love this pic, thanks Wei Li =)

see the smoke? wahhaa!

high. the stairs that make my legs tired =,="

happy happy birthday!

found error? They forgot to place the sugar

that has my name on it! omg!

my best friends! Another one in thailand =)

My cousin, Jiayi

My Crowbar GOLD Award Winner AH MIN!

Proud of her, she deserves it!

My cousins!

My Mummy!

FIRSTLY, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME! FINALLY AN ADULT =,=" TODAY IS MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY (to anonymous) How i wish it is him.

SECONDLY, THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES AND GIFTS THAT I HAVE RECEIVED =) I TRULY APPRECIATED IT. AND TO THOSE WHOM HAVE CAME, THANKS FOR CLEARING UR APPOINTMENTS TO ATTEND MY BIRTHDAY, MILLION THANKS. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE ENJOYED AND SORRY FOR ANY NEGLECTION!

THIRDLY, I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAHA! AND TO NGL, DUN WORRY BOUT NOT COMING TO MY BIRTHDAY JUST SAVE ON UR AIR-TIX LARR LOL. JUST GET ME ANOTHER GIFT CAN LIAO HEE!

Anyway, had a great time at my party on friday, was super busy, running up and down the stairs, next time birthday dun book at 2-storey chalet, lol. Very tough and tired sia haha. Tired but happy, very touched too that most of them had spared their precious time to attend my party thanks a lot once again! Sorry for the late upload cos was super busy for the past two days. Was busy with my granny's 3 yrs death anni, its a two days event, really tire me out, only slept like 3 hrs? And yeah, my old injury is back, supposedly to go for k today but i tink i had better rest at home, my knee cap is back to pain again. Saded. And time sure passes real slow in the nite, this time round without doing my work. haha! Going to work at 15th june, so do call me out regardless gatherings or meet-ups or i could not be free then. Haha, back to the same workplace, yeah. Hope my granny found her peace after our prayers.

Once again, thank you for everything. =)

Huixuan's birthday!

2009-05-12T19:14:00.007+08:00

Hui Xuan and Me.

From the left. Hw, Me, Hx

elated!

Does she look better?

Love and Kisses =)

hello people out there! I'm having my holidays now whahahha! Endless slacking so shiok ah =) Call me out if ya need a companion for shopping hahas! Leading a tai-tai life now, lol. I WANT TO PERM MY HAIR AGAIN! ARGH. Felt that nothing goes well for my upcoming birthday, got a intuition that most of them aren't turning up? Firstly my birthday crash with my grandma's anniversary, actually its alright larr but will be better if i were to hold a day earlier. Secondly, wanted to have a nice perm before my birthday but? Something happened to my hairdresser, supposedly to do it yesterday which is like confirmed already but last min she says she can't make it today? Then? Was saying today, but she had a fall yesterday noon which landed her in e hospital, omg, may she recover soon! Hopefully her hand will be better on thurs so she can do it for me =( Whatever, nothing like goes right!!! Why must it be like this, so disappointing! Let myself cross my finger on those whom says will be coming will come yea, hahas and everything will go on smoothly lol. STRESS. And then some ppl didnt even bother to reply me =,=" forget it! I'm not angry or whatsoever but just frustrated on all the mishaps. Just wondered will he remembered my birthday this year? I remembered his but din wanna do anything afterall. Ha!

Anyways, we celebrated Huixuan's birthday on Sunday =) Shu Qing and Jane din come! Sians, they had better turn up on my birthday or they will be dead meat. Took a couple of photos, went early to decorate her function room but due to limited decorations so din do much, hehe. We went shopping with xuan on fri to get hers and mines birthday gifts, haha! Huiwen gonna fork out all her inheritance cos jane and sq din turn up and gl is not around. We dolled xuan up cos she's always in the wrong state of mind in dressing, mayb her mum likes to control her whatever she wanted to wear, lol. Haha.

Most of my friends have turned 21st, and now its turn =)

bird day.

2009-05-03T13:36:00.004+08:00

SHULING'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!

DATE: 15TH MAY 2009 (FRI)

TIME: 6.30PM

PLACE: THE CHEVRONS

Do support k =)

outing!

2009-04-25T19:10:00.009+08:00

My cousin, Jie yin.

To: NGL, See See, fatter liao! lol

super hot!

look like 2 adults?

Stressing out!

yoyoyo! Just came back from an "outing" whahaha! Went to artfriend today to get my bottle but all of them was like hopeless? So i got a boiling tube instead =) Wanted to get 3 but was afraid that the lecturer will think that it is too small so just gonna get one first. One sad thing, no friends to accompany me out? pathetic huh, lol. No bf ma, bo bian! hahas! Anyways, managed to lure my cousin to go out with me =) Wanted to get my leggings but its either i din found the one i wanted or it is too pricey, lol. Nvm, i still gonna buy it someday! haha! What i have wanted have always been MINES! That's the mentality of a only child i guess? Wells, it does not apply to relationships anyway, hahas. Went to esplanade for "picnic" haha and took some random shots testing out my new phone, but the camera function aren't that good, will jam halfway thru? omg! saded, my fave phone =( And one more sad thing, last ceramic lesson liao, so sians wont get to touch it in future haha! Learned alot about ceramics for the past 13 weeks, cool! Love it! =) Been thinking wad to get for my birthday gift and who to invite? And my final assessment! Oh, i need some help =( SOS! Shall stress for 2 more weeks and i'm done with it heh heh!

PS: HOPEFULLY I'LL GET THE JOB!!!

new phone =)

2009-04-05T18:36:00.001+08:00

hahaha! I gt mines LG PRADA finally! =) thanks mummy, I love you!

school roxs!

2009-04-01T22:46:00.005+08:00

FUNNY HUH =)

IN NAFA CARPARK, HOT!

1L LOVES =)

MY GODPA IS DAMN COOL =)

So proud of them!

Hmmm, the "KISS" ROCKERS!

Happy 21st Birthday to Shu Qing =)

time flies. And my driving licence have been a year already =) April Fool's Day is the date i passed my driving test, hahaha! I wonder if he remembers, but i don't think so! LOL. Anyways, school for this week is slack and fun! Though we did not do anything to our work yet =p and next week is submission "dead" for all e modules =,=" SADED. Wells, let's just enjoy first! Today's filming was damn freaking fun larr! Funny! And scary! and hot! hahaha! Cos we filmed in the carpark for around an hour? kao! But fun larr, last min changed plan, i gonna act! Whatever, i admired my acting, whahaha! =) I loved my crew =) I love 1L. ha! Yesterday's visual culture, hoo, damn cool! My godpa, bravo! Everyone in the group is damn cool larr! The performance is superb and the whole class was high including the lecturer, cool! A picture speaks a thousand words, that means i have more than a thousand to talk, LOL. Shall post our video soon if i got it huh.

ps: i miss you.

OUTING =)

2009-03-26T19:32:00.007+08:00

The Video Production Crew. =)

Mini Cooper, omg!

Loves 1L =)

Group photo taken today.

Shantelle's punishment.

Shaun's got it too!

The 2nd round of punishment.

Chew Min got it too! lol.

1st round of punishment.

Everyone is enjoying it =)

Sweating away.

drinks pls!

YAM-SEH!

fuck! i hate him! Don't make me hate him more! Poor Mummy! Haish.

WHATEVER! Anyways, we went for our 3 hrs break today at Burlington Sq. I managed to lure all my classmates to have TOM YAM SOUP. OMG! ITS DAMN LONG QUEUE! We queued for about 15 mins? Hmmm, wells, it's was worth it anyways! All of them was saying it was nice =) glad. Cos it was my first time there too hahas, having watched the queue starts yesterday, lol. Singaporeans ah, damn fast larr! hahaha! But the shop was near my school so i dropped by hor! LOL. Everyone was sweating away while eating hahas, and became "sausage" lips, lol. But they still finished it so it proved nice afterall, hehe. Glad they enjoyed though its was quite spicy for them but not enough for me! Fun! We played number's game after we finished the food. OMG, the punishment was damn gross lar, root beer + tom yam soup + chrysanthemum tea + green tea + whatever that was available including ice cubes and USED LIME, PUKE* Wells, lucky i din kanna, whahaa! I love class-outings =) I love my class =) hahas! Saded. Gonna be separated soon in Year 2 =( Shall post the pics and some randomly took =)

Yay! Tomorrow's finally Ceramics class! I love it whahaha!

AND VISUAL CULTURE'S PRESENTATION IS OVER TOO =)

him.

2009-03-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

perhaps i should have forgotten it.

or mayb i'm just too stressful?

i need a shoulder to lean on,

thus i'm searching the past memories,

wanting to dig it back,

but should i?

Yeah, i shouldn't.

Tomorrow's presentation?

Suddenly full thoughts of him?

a face so familiar yet...

Its 11.26pm.

stop thinking!

gui lis is leaving. POLAROID CRAZE!

2009-03-17T19:42:00.009+08:00

ME =)

HUI XUAN.

ME (LEFT) GUILI (RIGHT)

first of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIHUA! MAY ALL GOES WELL FOR YOU!

hello! I'm back. =) Gui Li is leaving for Thailand for her attachment tomorrow already, for around 5 months? OMG! GONNA MISS HER =( First time she is leaving her hometown to work in an unfamiliar and chaotic place, may she adapt well and stay safe. God bless her. But the most saded thing will be that my 21st birthday she will not be around to celebrate with me, wth. Wells, still wish her the best.

Anyways, she's gonna lend me her Polaroid cam! cool! I'm simply so in love with POLAROIDS. IT'S THE GREATEST INVENTION OF ALL THAN DSLR! wahaha! Yesterday we had a farewell dinner with her at WAFFLETOWN. Okays, i found that WAFFLETOWN is such a ideal place for chilling =) thats y i brought him there in the past, hahas! Couples out there pls go there, hee.

Took quite a number of polaroids for keepsake, but it's all with Gui Li =,=" Yesterday hw and gl came to sleep over! Chatted. Played. Slept. Fun. hahahaha! shall post the pics we took at waffletown yesterday but its all Polaroid images, wahaha! images taken with mobile cam not DSLR so kinda blur, ps.

PS: MS NG GUI LI, BE STRONG OUT THERE, DON'T BREAK DOWN EASILY OR EVEN SHED A TEAR WHEN U MEET WITH PROBLEMS. JIA YOUS! =)

gl bdae pics

2009-03-10T19:05:00.009+08:00

SPAIN 2 DREAM =)

group photo! From WSSS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

BEST COUPLE AWARD =)

happy tutorial week =) Damn slack whahaha! Din wanna do any work at all hahas, guess i need to start alrdy. Seriously i should do my work in sch rather than doing it at home cos i jus wanna slack when i'm home =) Today went back to sch for replacement class, loves David's lecture cos its damn interesting, wells, watched a foreign movie at class, all in thai with no subtitles =,=" Kind of lame but nt bad too huh. Din have a chance to watch any thai movie except horrors, yupp!

I love school as usual but without the WORK! WORK! WORK! Tomorrow gonna go back for replacement class oso, kao! so many replacement classes, omg! And i have booked my chalet guys!!! It's on 15th of May =) at Chervons. Do support k! Everyone is invited, aha! Will text a msg when the date is near but do take note now if u happen to pass by huh.

Anyways, gonna post the images we took on Gui Li's 21st Birthday, lazy to post till now! lol! Some random pics hahas, so shan't label them, damn lazy =,="

PS: Gui Li is going to overseas soon! wish her well and dun grow fat =) jiayous! will miss you!

last day in linkhome.

2009-02-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

wells, its been decades since my last update, i know hahas! I'm really busy lar, lolx. Anyway just came back after work. Today is my last day of service at Link Home. It's been a year plus ever since. Strong emotions. Met and serve all kinds of customers, hahas, imagine all rich tais tais whom carry Hermes handbags around or driving in ferraris or even Lam? Above people which i have not met before but now its become my forte to serve them liao hahas! LOL. I have also a bunch of fun-loving colleagues =) I love them esp my supervisor and manager, hahas! They are truly kind souls that i have ever work before. Never know that supervisor and manager can be so easy to get along and crap with. HAHAS. This week is pretty tough for me cos of all the assignments and sickness. OMG, PHOTOSHOP AND ILLUSTRATOR IS KILLING ME OFF! SHAG! IMAGINE I HAVE TO USE ALL THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? SHIT. FUCK. WHATEVER. gtg liao! Shuling has got a very pathetic life, after work, sch work. LOL. Need to chiong homework again haish =,=" take care everyone! Dunno when will be my last update too =) flying off!

PS: Thank you all the care and guide in the past one year and take care!

HAPPY CNY

2009-01-27T20:28:00.001+08:00

HEREBY WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NIU YEAR =) ENJOY YA DAY!

merry xmas!

2008-12-25T12:25:00.003+08:00

HO! HO! HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE =) Its been a loooong time since my last entry, lolx. Just peep at my timetable, i like it =) hehe. Gonna stop working mayb till feb ba, hahas. Sians, i tink i just cant juggle well between my studies and work, my results aren't gd too, haish. I tink my work has affected me cos i gt no time to finish my sch work and sometimes yea i finished but its a piece of floppy work! Argh! Just scrimp and save lorr, should be able to make ends meet though i'm nt working in future, hahas! I want my car!!! =( I swear i must earn loads of money for my mummy in future when i start working.

Out of a sudden found my life dull and colourless! Everyday, work to home, home to work. standard! My girlfrens all busy to acc me, sad! Should find a partner soon, ha! Oh god, can i don't be lonely on tis coming Valentine's Day? Pls? hahas! Just joking larr! crazy again! Life sucks! My life even sucks! No money and no honey! HAHAHA. So what! Being single has no worries huh, lolx! Anyways, my frens coming my hse to celeb xmas, cos everywhere is crowded, so sians. Wells, received alot of gifts from my colleagues and frens (later on), in advance thanks alot! I appreciate! =)

once again, have a merry merry christmas!

CRAPS.

2008-11-28T10:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JANE! =)

HOLIDAYS! WOOHOO! SLACK! COOL! hahahas! Finally holidays liao after a hard slog on my school work which is loads like hell? Holidays will be a working period for me, time for me to earn more bucks, lolx. I swear i gonna save my money to get my car this time round. hahas! WORK!!! Gonna watch madagascar later on, finally oso! No time and no company! Everybody is busy! LOLX. Anyways just to crap some stuffs here, nothing much to write on too =) cya!

COOL.

2008-11-10T06:09:00.000+08:00

ITS 6AM NOW AND I FINALLY FINISHED MY WORK =)

COOL! BREAKFAST ANYONE? HAHAS!

nice pics!

2008-10-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

Princess Javelle and parents =)

okay, lame pic i know.

Corners of the chalet, bored so i took tis pic.

okay, this cake is damn nice.

for my entire life, no such cake! hahas!

The "digging gold" couple =)

Jiexin and me. Wad cha covering??

Princess Javelle. Does she look like "Nicole"?

Emo Jiexin. =p

Okay, i'm back =). Busy as usual, hahas. LOL. Life sucks, take drugs, ahha! My class motto, lol. Jus kidding larr! Wells, busy with my final assessment. But seems to be that is slacker than all the previous work, maybe my doom's day is nt here yet, hahas! Next week shall be a busy week with sleepless nights again. Sumore working for wkdays this week, wtf! Working OTs and event for the next 4 days, champagne event at tmr which is shld be till midnite, shits, the nxt day having morning cls, dead. I'm a good fren of panda, don't ya know? =) Anyway, i sure like to hang arnd wif my clamates! They are such a cool bunch! We went and ate tau huay during our teabreak today, goody! FUN! With a huge bunch of ppl! Nice larr the tau huay wif you tiao! Bravo! Our school there gt alot of nice stuffs but nt our canteen for sure! We are hungry again! OMG!

Can't stop eating recently, cos of stress too. Kind of frustration? NO, i only vent on CHILLIES =) hahaha!!! Quite happening nowdays, hahas, that time we went to Javelle's birthday bash, we saw sumore proposing! So funny! At such a place and location (Chervons) plus all the crowd, i tink the girl was also like forced to agree under the crowd. That's my opinion, hahas! Wells, i don't like the ambience of proposition =) lol, so bad, yupp, i know huh. Wells again, yesterday had a fun but tiring day larr! Finally we get to hang arnd! Okay, actually Kallang Leisure Park dun really haf alot of stuffs, lolx. Bored. Din lose our way cos ah wen driving, luckily! hahas! Shall post some random pics, enjoy! But kind of motion blurr =p ps.

stupid face!

2008-10-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

yoz! Its been quite some time ever since my last post. Super busy forever. Rushing homework and assessment, suxs man! Today skipped Sports Day to go for a facial treatment. My face, i dunno how to describe, an unrepairable condition. If i still drag it on, i will cry man! Ever since i started school, my face become like shit* pimples...blackheads, whatever! 10 treatments half price 600 bucks at Adonis, haish. My heart bleed liao. Gonna earn hard man for the bucks! But my face skin is still impt, as wad my mum says, no matter how nice your clothes are, ur skin is still e most impt. Yupp, true. I see my face so sadded sia! Even my lecturer oso commented on my skin, wtf! Irritating rite! Gosh! Wells, let's see the outcome after 10 sessions, hope there's improvement. I'M TOO STRESS OVER MY SCHWORK FUCK LARR! SADDED.

Anyway, went for shopping with Gin during break yesterday. She nvr bght anything in e end and yet within 1 hr, i spent 70 bucks on four stuffs, ahahs! I bought my fave loafers which i have search high and low for it for like months? LOL. Cost only 10 bucks, cheap larr! A high waist skirt which i can't try it on cos it oso cost 10 bucks, hahas! Luckily i can fit it in man, anyway jus 10 bucks if can't then can sell it away oso! 1 very retro dress, 29 bucks and Jay Chou's album. Quite cool, long time nvr buy things like that liao. I'm a sinner! hahas! But all quite cheap ma, so jus buy lo! It's a steal sia! Dun buy veri sadded. First time i gt all my stuffs frm Bugis Street, hahas. Lucky yea! I jus sooooooo happy to find my shoes! Damn fucking glad. Bought bangles from Little India tat time cos i go for shooting, i dun like to go but bo bian! hahas! almost suffocate there, hahas. But seriously u all shld buy ur bangles there, its fucking cheap larr! I bought a bunch of 24 only cost me 5 bucks. Gt more only 3 bucks. Go take a look Quickly buy and scram off =) hahas! So bad. I'm sorry but jus that i dislike the smell of jasmine and indian curry. I apologize for that.

I'm happy! I opened my heart! Everything's clear! Thanks to the person whom tagged in my board, u have no idea how ur words motivated me. hahas. LOL.

thank you for everything.

2008-09-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

我们就到这-梁静茹

换一种方式咖啡还温热
我用雾气在镜面手写着爱你呢
床上音乐盒依旧旋转着
但你却不再为我唱歌说我是你的
对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻要多久
才能够褪色好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责

初恋的颜色我们都记得
像家乡那条小河透明得很清澈
你曾为我折一千个纸鹤
如今却连一个拥抱你我都尴尬着
对的错的做了选择故事说到这
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻
要多久才能够褪色
好的坏的做了选择我们就到这
纵然会难以割舍又能如何
说好了这个时刻不互相指责
永远的承诺是你赐给的
只是当初任谁也不晓得
爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着
有些裂痕你无法去却只能舍得.

Let us put a full-stop here. Bring everything to a beautiful end, no more regrets.

Thank you for everything again.

pain!

2008-09-14T13:39:00.003+08:00

ouch! my wound damn fucking painful now. Wells, i pulled thru the surgery afterall. Its nt as scary as i thot and im dead bored now so start to blog again LOL. I requested the dentist to switch on the radio cos music makes me better. Truly, the surgery was nt painful tat will make me cry but i did. My tears rolled as i was listening to the song. An oldy but sumhow its leads me to the past memories i haf that made me cried. The nurse must haf thot i cried because of the pain, lolx. I should get rid of those past memories with him or i would be the one getting hurt in the end. How i wish there wld be an eraser to erase off those memories which are ought to be written off. Tat way ppl would nt have anger and sadness. So emo. Haish. I'm very emo nowadays. Stress and emotional stress.

PS: Since you have alrdy make up ur mind, pls dun disturb me anymore. Let's go our separate ways. Its easier tis way. Thank you.

surgery. fuck,

2008-09-12T18:56:00.004+08:00

yoz! Finally i get time to blog =) Later goin out with my girlfrens for shooting, hahas. Wanted to take the night scene but it was quite troublesome and no time. My fren is driving. lolx, so its easier oso, hahas. Should be quite fun ba, hehe. Go explore Spore at the same time, hahas.

Getting used to school life liao, my friends are friendly and easy to get along, lolx. Initially i found it too boring cos our cls damn slow as in no reaction or something but now all damn noisy alrdy, wells, its expected larr =) FUN. My classmates are always hungry, looking for food all the time, lolx, always go makan after class, hahas. Stress = Hunger am i right? LOL. As for work, its still the same.

Something happening would be sunday's wisdom tooth surgery. Oh, bloody hell! Fuck off. I hate going to dentist let alone letting them extracting one of my inner tooth out. In my entire life, this is my first time goin to a dentist to extract my tooth, FUCK LARR. Dun care, must curse and swear tilll i'm happy. Getting more and more violent in my language ever since i start school, hahas. CRUDE GIRL. Tat's my clsmate comment, hehe. Wells, heard the process of the surgery is damn disgusting and fucking scary since its a surgery. They will blindfold me too. WTH. I'm dead scared. Though next wk is my holiday which is just nice but i have make-up lessons which i dun tink i will be able to attend oso lorr, hopefully i can go larr unless my face is nt swollen, lolx.
Haish, so depressed once i tink of the surgery, sumore the dentist called and asked me to change for a earlier time slot which is at 9am in the early morning. Ass! ERGH. Scram! And i will go thru the process twice cos i cant extract both at the same time. Wa kao! I must have all my fave food by sunday omg! SUBWAY, i must have it tmr! Or i will have porridge of a wk. Nvm, shall tolerate the surgery, whatever its nt my first time liao.

I'm a strong girl rite? I've done my presentation in front of like 100 ppl? I'm brave rite, hahas. I thot i couldn't do it but the others didnt wanna present and i couldn't just leave my fren in the lurch huh. And one last thing, i hate september esp the period of Formula One. Its jus sooo...i dun wanna mention too.

Gonna fly liao! I cooked today! Finally gt time to cook liao =) though i hate it too cos its greasy, omg! Hahas. And one last last thing, i want more clothes and my vintage shoes so damn hard to find a nice pair, haish. Any new locations to shop? Tag in my tagboard k =) CYA!

I NEED TO TAKE A BREATH! ARGH!

2008-08-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

hey i'm back! i'm glad i'm still alive! wahahaha! damn f* tired larr! So mani work to do, oh gosh! And yet i'm still working in the wkend. I tink i will quit sooner or later. Whatever. Still gonna go for shooting again =,=" Actually it's quite interesting larr to explore arnd just that my schedule is tight. I need to plan all my work like when to do what and how much time shld i spend. Ending up burning midnite oil almost every nite. When it comes to end of the week, i will tend to slack dwn abit on and off. Endless work! Everyone's like chiong-ing every nite with different hmwork. Basically so deprived of sleep lorr! WELCOME TO THE PANDA WORLD =) LOL. Oh ya! tmr's presentation how?! OMG, haven even do a shit on it man! I guess tmr will be a damn dead day huh. Sians. I hate presentation, omg!

I'm like totally cut off from my life. Can't shop and kbox alrdy. No time and money! Though i'm working but i spent all my bucks on the art materials liao and my transport, good thing dere's concession now =) I want to shop =( Any rich guys to recommend? hahas!!! Jus joking larr.

Seriously dunno wad's wrong with me! But i start to think back. Those past memories with him which i shouldn't have thot about now. Maybe i'm just too stressful in school or too lonely? Wells, i hope work can keep me occupied.

I TRULY NEED TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH. SPARE ME THE AGONY K.

CALL ME OUT K! =)

PATHETIC LARR. ASS.

busy!

2008-08-04T10:51:00.003+08:00

i'm bk. Super duper busy and tired ever since school starts. Alot of work tabulated at the end of each week and it's all due in the next week. And still, i gonna work in the weekends. So i will have to mug the moment i got home and on mon. Sians. I'm afraid i can't hold on to my job alrdy, and now still trying my best to work out my schedule. Juggling between with my work and schwork wasn't easy afterall. And yet, i haven't finish my pop-art card, omg! Yesterday nite somehow managed to figure out on how to make it pop but i haven't do the actual piece yet =,=" too tired liao after work. Haven't touch on my LV Report and Photography research yet!!! Haish. Gonna mug hard tonite. Sooo mani work to do! WTH.

Ltr i still gonna go perm my hair again, hehe. I COMBED MY HAIR YESTERDAY!!! OMG! hahas! I have nt combed my lower part of my hair for bout half a yr? IT FEELS SO GOOD MAN! Cos i gonna make my hair straighter abit before i do my next perm. LOLX. Nothing funny happens during work, so sians. My life is just so dull. Supposedly to join my girlfrens for K last fri but somehow cos of rushing some work, so din go, I WANNA GO BADLY =( haish. What's the point of earning money if u can't even get to enjoy your life huh.

Wells, i guess life is all about that. Working and mugging hard till the day u close your eyes someday. It's just part of a human cycle. My life is a total mess either. I just couldn't handle everything well. I NEED TO HAVE A REST. I need some time to sort out my feelings.

Gonna mug and i hope i won't lose that sunshine i used to have in your heart cos i'm truly tired.

subpaper suxs!

2008-07-25T19:03:00.004+08:00

aloha! Its been a week since school had started. My comments so far? BORED! OMG! Of all the modules, i only found Illustration Design fun! Or rather we have a fun lecturer which speaks and looks like "mama" in Levis, nt my mummy =) And my class looked like of stoned. Seems to be quite a bunch of quiet ppl huh mayb becos i haven really know them well yet! hahas! Wells, it's only the first wk nia ma, relax =) But i tink the workload will get heavier and heavier, i'm working in the wkend, erm...basically i haf no time to do! Luckily i haf no sch and work on every MON so i can make it up or else...hahaha!!!

Tmr sub-paper for the stupid Advertising! I simply dislike advertising and dunno y i took the module in my current sch, wth. But i tink shld be more fun at least hopefully. That lecturer failed me. I'm kind of lost liao! Dun really know on wad to read on either! It's too much! haish. My last sem and last module and yet he failed me! DRATS. Okay, whatever, im nt goin to memorise cos im damn damn fucking tired and lazy to do that whatsoever! Just goin to read thru on what's happening at least cos it's been a looong time since i memorise stuffs. ERGH. ASS. ARGH.

Goin to Art-Friend to shop tmr, gonna chiong for alot of stuffs exp sketchbks for each module. Imagine how mani sketchbks am i goin to have??? Wow, impressive =) Heard tis mth's pay is quite high but still i gonna spend on every cent of it. I have alot of stuffs to buy!!! Even it's after the sales period, im still nt gonna mend my ways, hahas! Getting frm bad to worse instead =p Here's a list of things :

1) A Lacoste Polo.
2) ~~A Casio Gold Watch~~
3) ~~A Grey Vest.~~
4) A pair of vintage shoes.

That's my target for this month. Tink i'll set a list of stuffs i gonna target on each mth =) hahas! Should be okay. hahas, nt much rite! LOL. whatever.

Shit! tmr is coming, omg! and im still blogging cos i dun have the mood to study yet. Somehow I managed to dig out the receipt which i thot it's lost decades ago. For tmr paper de. I have an intinct i gonna go bk to re-module, shit. May all the GodS Bless Me. Thanks in advance. LOL.

Gonna mug hard, cya!

PS: Hopefully wad i studied today will come out tmr, wahahaha!!

orientation.

2008-07-18T20:58:00.005+08:00

Its been a week ever since i energized myself again =) Long time nvr had a break liao, hahas, lolx. Been super busy these few days like goin for orientation, goin bk to sch the nxt day to regis modules and goin out with my girlfrens! Wells, it's tired but fun cos im doing those things that i like =) hahas! Hmmm, i will be working on wkends from now on, earning some extra bucks. I need income!!! hahas! I cant imagine if i stop working now and i cant shop anymore, OMG! Anyway, went to the orientation on Wednesday, met some new coursemates, they are outgoing, so quite easy to get along with them, lolx. But we are all in a diff class in future, sad =( have to make frens all over again =,=" sians. Ended quite late, and we had to go bk the nxt day to regis our elective modules. I have chosen western painting larr, sianx. Nt the one i wanted cos for all thse i wanted, the places are all fully filled up, omg, wth! Gonna take it at the nxt sem then, too bad! Everyone's starting sch at monday, but im nt. Im starting at Tues. hahas! Can rest on every mon since im working for the past wkend =) quite gd too, at least i get to rest. HAPPY!

Went to watch Red Cliff today. Hmmm, quite lame. I'm pretty amazing of thse strategies they had planned during the war, it's unexpected and very neat for a war. But some scenes are like too...hahas! FUNNY. lolx. The war scenes are oso quite similar to those in Dynasty Warriors, my fave game, hehe. After that, wen accompanied me to Kovan to collect my cupcakes which i have ordered online, i haven tried it yet! I ordered it esp for mummy cos she likes it but she says its nt tat nice afterall, nvm then , shall save it for myself then. (the fact that i haven tried yet =,=") Been playing sports like badminton and swimming recently, shit* i tink i have arm muscles nw, siao liao! Guess my job always allows me to use alot of strengths to carry stuffs, how man! i dun wan! ergh!

Tmr goin bk to work again, hope i will have a good day =) I haven been in contact with him ages, i shan't disturb him either, i guess tat's the only way to make him lessen the memories of me. And i tink it's good for the both of us. lolx.

Flying off! May God bless me a smooth journey at school with a good headstart =)

blurred.

2008-07-06T20:40:00.006+08:00

seriously, i dun understand what relationships really are. Why is it so complicated to understand. It's just so complex. I thought it's all over and remain status quo but i was wrong. I managed to walk out of his shadow, its not easy at all. Its near 2 months and i'm finally back to myself again but...i truly don't understand him at all. I can feel that he can't let go of the past and i'm guilty of it. I'm just very confused. I began to think of him whenever here and now. I thought i had alrdy got him out of mind but i realised actually i was wrong. But luckily i haven gave up on my job yet so there's something to keep me occupied but during my journey to home, i would still think bout it again. I just want to start school asap and dun think about him anymore. It's such a mental torture. And now i truly understand why it's so hard to be friends again after a relationship. I used to think it's possible... i'm too naive, hahas. Wells, it just feel better after pouring out all my woes in my blog. I guess a blog is a place to vent all your frustrations, lolx. Thanks =) hahas!

my first piece of branded bag!!!

2008-07-01T18:26:00.004+08:00

im here to blog again =) Jus wanted to post that i bght an AGNES B bag, hahas!!! Damn happy! Cos i simply love this brand alot! hahas! The design is quite ordinary but its the ordinary look that attracts me. =,=" okay, whatever. I'm actually can't make up my mind between a Guess or an Agnes B, but i haf decided to go for Agnes B instead cos its nt so common, lolx. The price is S$225.00. My mum says i'm mad to buy it (keeps on nagging) but nvr mind larr. At least i owned my first branded bag. And i'm satisfied =) I have been working so hard and i tink i shld pamper myself wif a branded bag though its nt Hermes, erm, that's too much, hahas! Wells, i'm happy wif it and that's enough =) i simply love it.

bored!

2008-06-30T22:30:00.008+08:00

My Poached Salmon.

The Menu.

my most satisfied pic ever =)

A NICE-SCENTED CANDLE, BLACK TEA =)

THE DESSERT. ( I dunno wad's the name either)

but it's nice.

Michael and my nicey senior, Kaiting.

The 宅男. SOLD!

some boring pics =)

The outlook of the restaurant.

im tired. Thought i will have a good rest after this month. But? Who knows! i'm dragged till 13th and work for every sat in future. Wells, haven gt my schedule yet, if i still cant hang on then mayb it's time to let go. Fast! I have been working there for half a year alrdy. Time passes real fast! Tmr's off, yay =) That's why i get to blog, hahas! I guess work keeps me occupied which will stop me from thinking thse sad memories.

School is starting soon liao, gonna have a long journey to sch in future but nvr mind, i'll tolerate for a yr by taking public transport and by yr 2 i will have my own transport =) though its nt my mini but it's better than nothing larr! At least i dun need to go off so early and most imptly i dun need to squeeze wif thse ppl, hahas, lolx! Orientation date at the 16th july, haish, wonder wad ppl will i meet tis time arnd. I'm lucky to meet some gd cliques at my previous sch, but hopefully i will get along wif my course mates larr cos i'm older afterall, hahas! Or life will be damn pathetic from wad i have observed from my good fren, ha! LOL.

ASS! haven receive my pay yet! Tat damn HR. SLOW! Tmr off still gonna go n take my pay, im in need of money. Overspent last mth, aha! Cos it's GSS SALES ma! Can't blame me too =p. Nearly hit our sales target for tis mth, another 300 plus, sianx! It's jus sooo hard leh. I dun understand. We hit our target for last mth and we gt a treat from our company at a newly opened french restaurant named "The White Rabbit" nvr heard bfore too larr. So ulu, hahas! And the food kind of taste weird too. Should have ordered lobster but paiseh man! So i ordered salmon instead =) My cousin made the right decision, her lobster is damn damn nicey! hahas! Took some pics but till today then i have the time to post till to my busy schedule =) lolx.

and my conclusion is ... ergh! im tired =( I hope they will find part-timers real soon. So i can SLACK OFF!!! hahahahas!

PS: The photos are kind of messed up cos i accidentally deleted it and re-adding it again. =p